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What if
What if we’re meant to be? Could you be my light standing next to me, across from paradise? If only you could see the fire in my soul. It’s reaching out for someone for you to hold. Maybe it’s someone, maybe it’s you. From new to old stories untold, no one knew that your mind is filled with harmony and rhymes. Ready to set, you smiles anyways on your worst possible days and then smiles. Your heart reveals that things will be all right, but one question that boggles my mind. What if we’re meant to be?
I just want to spend a day with you.
No worries, just fun. Starting early in the day, ending when the moon is at it’s peak. No plans, just what we want to do. If it’s walking around a park, or biking on the pier, as long as we are having fun. We can go to a restaurant to eat, or possibly have a surprise picnic. We could talk about anything. If we’re just catching up, joking around with each other, venting, or just enjoying the silence of the moment. Toward the end of the day, we can find somewhere to sit and enjoy the sunset as the stars pop into the sky, one by one, watching the moonrise. One day.
It’s so hard to pull off, it truly is. Couples who go through it know the hardships that is being dealt with it. Days without seeing each other, missing each others presence, despising other couples that are around you. You have doubts, and trust issues because of the distance. You wonder if they’re thinking about you, or if they’re with another person. People who don’t trust their significant other can surely break their bonds. But with all those problems, a long distance relationship is rewarding as well. Every moment you guys spend, you begin to treasure it to the last second. You see them and it feels like its the first time you saw them and how you fell in love with them. You appreciate the time you spend with them and you won’t let it go to a waste. You begin to learn that distance is not a cockblocker but more of an enhancer to the relationship.
Not everyone can pull it off, its very difficult to achieve, but to those who are willing to push through will be rewarded in the end.
That moment when you can actually feel the pain in your chest from hearing something or seeing something that breaks your heart.
Past Is Past
You get to a certain point in your life when that somebody who’s special to you has had previous experience with significant others prior to you. They might have gone out to places, done things, and shared moments together that you had no control over at the time.
One thing you need to realize for your own benefit is that anything before you is behind them, and there’s not a damn thing you can do to change any of it. The past is past for a reason, and it’s because of that past that you’re able to be with that amazing person here and now.
There’s a reason why some things in a person’s life are left behind. It’s what gives you the chance to determine what happens right now, in the present. So that maybe you can have some sort of say about what happens in the future.
Have you ever been so sad that you had to hide it from everyone because you didn’t want to bother anyone about it? So everyday you go outside your room and pretend everything is okay and your happy but on the inside your being killed. Your hiding behind this mask that hides your true emotions. All the insecurities and heartbreak and stress gets to you until you just break down all by yourself. Your think your alone and no one understands. You lock yourself in your room and cry and cry and cry. You start to think “why am I alive?” or “I don’t matter to anyone” or “No one cares about me” or “It would be better if I was dead.” You cry yourself asleep and when your at school, you excuse yourself from class and go to the bathroom and just cry. Then you go outside to see everyone happy and full of joy while your there alone and by yourself….
